Today is Sunday. I should be out doing anything but this. I really should not be sitting at my computer, trying to build a website. I want to be outside. I want to be outdoors, enjoying my garden. Or out with the dog. Or even simply having a cup of coffee with a friend somewhere nearby. But instead I’m here at my computer. And I can’t seem to tear myself away, despite the fact that it’s my day off and I’d rather be doing something else.
Or would I? Did I just tell myself a lie?
The truth is that I’m not really sitting here against my will. As of today, nobody knows that I’m building my website on my own. It really wouldn’t matter to anyone but me if I spent the day outdoors. Nobody would know the difference. It would just set me back by a day. If that.
Nonetheless, I have decided to be here. Clacking away, trying to figure out the most basic of commands as a web developer. I have no idea what I’m doing! Any success I experience is purely an accident!
A glutton for punishment I think I might be. Yes, I reached out to others and asked whether an experienced developer might like to help me. Perhaps someone who’s been watching my videos and has more technical knowledge than me, and an interest in contributing to my cause.
In the end though, despite the lovely offers of help, I decided to go it alone. So that I could learn. Because eventually I will have to know. Why not now?
A big part of my journey is to discover why I have such a strong pull towards figuring out the prophecy. The one that’s been haunting me since the mid 1980s. Why I feel a need to continually ask more questions, prod and probe and poke around in any subject that I intuitively feel might give me another piece of the puzzle.
This website is another way to find pieces. One day out of the blue, long after I was certain that I’d never have any need for a website, I suddenly got an overwhelming thought.
A “build it they will come” moment. And, so here I am building a website in the hopes that it helps me find more puzzle pieces.
So, enough wasting time. Back to work. Another hour or so. And then maybe I’ll take the dog out after all.
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23 responses to “Defying distractions”
I understand.
I too am challenged by the things I know I need to do… including building my own website, building my business, working on habits that are healthy for my body since I’ve had cancer several times and avoiding temptations that derail me and my mission.
I’ve been collecting skills and tools, learning and growing throughout my life.
Working as a mental health therapist. Trying to help others. Hoping to change the world one person, couple or family at a time.
Knowing deep down I’m a big piece of the puzzle somehow. Feeling I might have to die as a sacrifice or martyr to make the change in the world that needs to elevate humanity.
Everything continues to unfold…
Watched your video several times on utube (life after life nde) from 2 weeks ago. I felt a connection so I found your page to learn more and decided to reach out.
Maybe our puzzle pieces will connect?
Gosh Heather, you are amazing! Like the Eveready Bunny (unstoppable). I’m sorry that I’m taking ages to figure this website out… LOL. But it’s lovely to know people are popping by. And yes, every day is a new learning experience.
You know, the more I look at these subjects the more I think we will piece the puzzle together. It’s about finding the right combination of events, spirit and openness. And then when it happens, it will probably be like we were always there!
We love you Ellie & we love what you do!! Keep on keeping on. We stand with you on this journey.
Thank you so much 🙂
Will you be selling your new book on this website?
Hi Loralee! I hope so! I’m still learning how to build this website so it might be a little slow, but the book will be available soon and I’m definitely going to be making it easier to find than the first book. It was all very new to me then and now I know a little more about how things work. Thanks for popping by!
Hi! I’m mimisthoughts. 😁 Mimi is what my first grandchild named me. How do I become a uuhhh, higher member? I’m on Patreon, though I’m seldom there. I’m 78 and don’t always remember things. I’ve always been interested in tarot, astrology. I was 10 when I looked up at night sky (much clearer in 1957 🤣) and think—how could we be alone in the universe when space was so BIG!! I’m keenly interested in all sciences. I wanted to be an oceanographer but I couldn’t pass the math part!😞 But I married the man of my dreams. We’ve been married for 56 years. He now has Parkinson’s dementia with hallucinations. I’m his caregiver. I’m really cheri. Love the program-I’m learning so much! Have the book but don’t get much time to read. 😞 bye
Hey Cheri!
I am still building this website and I haven’t figured out how to create a proper community yet. So please be patient. I would love to start blogging here and allowing people to get involved as much as they would like to. While I am building (and learning as I go), it might be a little slow. But I promise to have something a bit more substantial soon. I love your childhood memories. Mine were very similar!
Hi Cheri, I had a brother that had parkinson’s, and towards the end the dementia with hallucinations set in. His wife worked, and three or four days a week I took care of him, so I know how difficult it is to witness someone you love disappear before your eyes. I will definitely keep you and your husband in my prayers. I am 73, so we have many of the same memories of growing up. Take care my friend 💥♥️🙏
Your questions pull me in…random thoughts that pass thru my head periodically. In our divine perfection of compassion and flaws..do I have to judge? What causes that?
Anyway, I have your cards and your book. Your universal outlook keeps me glued as do your marvelous readings.
I spend many clumps of time in the Caribbean and the US nonsense will be awaiting my arrival on May 1. Your calming spirit helps me, Ellie..putting fear in my pocket. The Universe is my assistant.
Hey Phyllis, what a lovely compliment. Thank you! Yes, you are right. Our divinity is already perfect, all we need to do is find it and trust that it will guide us. I am quite envious of you being in the Caribbean often. What a life!
Afternoon, Ellie.
The prophecy of yours is beckoning me…
Hey Phillis, Yes I am looking forward to getting it out there. It is a beast of information and my head is spinning LOL
Ellie, i LOVE your site! So practical, Logical, Open minded, Educated! and Experienced!
Your travels have helped make you more accepting of differences. And i Love your humility/ down to earth attitude!
Keep up the good work! And i will do my part by continuing to enjoy all you put out!!
Thank you Freda! I really appreciate your support in this way. My website is coming along very slowly because I generally have no idea what I’m doing. But then, every now and then I accidentally do something that looks good, so it begins to happen LOL. As time continues there’ll be more. And I like to sit down and write a bit on a weekend, even just for 30 minutes, so I’ll start doing that as a blog. Welcome!
Ellie, there is NOTHING like Experience to teach us! Go at the pace you go. It will all come together at the time it is supposed to come together.
Like understanding the prophesy, we will when the time is right; like scales falling off our eyes we will see far MORE clearly.
Thanks Freda. I am struggling a bit under the weight of this prophecy book. I keep doing this to myself LOL. I am grateful for the occasional glass of wine 🙂
I am amazed that I found this site Ellie, because I must admit that I’m not very good at anything that’s computer oriented, but here I am👋 I know that I probably be using your other site for asking you a question, but since I’m here already, well here goes,,, Have you done a reading yet about the anunnaki possibly coming from Mars because they destroyed that planet somehow, maybe war, and then came here, and genetically altered life on earth to use us for some reason? Is it possible that it was them that built the moon in the exact specs, so it made the earth more habitable, with tides to help the weather more and weather patterns more suitable to their needs? Okay, time to come out of that rabbit hole 😂 I you and the girls are doing great, and enjoying your autumn 🍁🍂
Hey Kathy! You found me! I’m still building and a lot of what you see is an accidental come-good… LOL. I’m very slow here but try to add something every week. It will be hard for me to keep track of questions here, but I will cut and paste this one into a reminder for myself to look at it next week. I’m actually curious about the Anunnaki too so wanted to do more readings about them.
You know what a loyal fan I am Ellie, and hopefully you know that I consider you my friend from far away. I have been exploring your website, and I must admit that the scope of your work is mind boggling. I had no idea how much I have missed. Just recently I heard the video about the light and darkness and I heard the voice from beyond saying yeahhh over and over again. I was wondering if you would consider doing a reading about the identify of your fan from beyond? This voice brought me such joy, and I think others may be interested in hearing a message from this source. Thank you for every single thing you do, and for the love you give each and every one of us.
Hey Kathy,
LOL… I heard the sound/voice too. There were 2 videos that seemed to have that voice, although the sounds were slightly different. One was like a man whispering “yes” and the other was a long sigh or something, which also sounded “somewhat human” and then ended with a metallic sound. Weird and heard by many who all left comments. Some were creeped out by the sounds, others considered them to validations of the readings. I’m not sure how I feel about reading on the sounds. I’ll have to think about it. For some reason it feels a bit invasive LOL. Just one of my weirdnesses I suppose.
Hi, I was rewatching a couple of your videos last night and Ryan’s news Garbage Day
is basically supporting the points your video ‘Tech Feudalism’ is making.
I agree and it’s definitely coming to pass.
Cheers
Stevie
https://www.garbageday.email/p/democracy-dies-in-billionaire-group-chats
Cool, thanks Stevie, I’ll check this out. I’ve never watched this source, so it will be new to me.